Realization

What do you do when you realize that this may be it?

You make up scenarios in your head to make it ok and make the next year seem tolerable but what if these predictions dont happen?

Maybe it is time to actually see the bad and not only the 2 percent of good.

Maybe it is time to take a stand and not deal with constant lies and deception.

Maybe it is time to stand by my morals and follow every rule I used to follow rather than continue to break every rule I once held sacred.

I judge others on their actions but allow a certain one to affect my life with his absolute disregard of consequence or feeling.

Maybe it is time to use everything I have and be strong, and maybe I just realized it.