Thursday, September 20, 2007

Waiting

How do you explain to someone what you imagine in your head without totally scaring them away?
Why does my mind imagine things one way when reality is so far off from that?
Is it just wishful thinking or a way to set myself up for secretly craved heartbreak?

I just dont understand how I can lay things out so perfectly in my head when I know that isnt how it is or how it will ever really be so why don't I stop this nonsense?

I really dont know cause all it's really doing is torturing me. I know one day I will give up my homemaking true love fantasy and hopefully become a workaholic instead.

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